Crystal heart.

I stopped my job. I'm quit. That's simple. It's make me felt so lost. I want a job,But i don't want to lose my friends either. I'm shall have a better life. I shall use all my heart on what I like but not what others like. The awesomest I had before, losing. I can't stand for any obstacle i face for long.

Stop it!

I had worked for just a few days. It's like living in a fantasy. Everydays the customer comes and goes. I have to look on there face expression. Family, friends, money, and Me. Everythings change. When I stop to having changes on myself.I felt like no matter how hard I tried to change, the world is changing as well. When I stop my steps the world wont stop it for me.Sigh for the world. Today , I'm off duty. Had very long sleep. At the evening, I went out to joging. which I had planned to but at least it end up with cycling. to be continued...too tired and go to sleep

X Direction X

Shopping is getting bored. Working getting serious for me. Money gmakes me become a more realistic and materialistic men. However that the lifestyle of the society nowaday, it was too. My point is I bought two denim jeans with R100 and all of sudden I felt guilty. That the way of guiltiness mans dont like to feel. Man born to this world with no knowledge to earn money, but fullfil with the knowledge of using money. I should start to work now, I should earn money for myself. I shouldn't waste my parents money eventhough they still will pay me. Since I had choose my way to study oversea, I should planning for my future more wisely.                                                   START PLANNING!

Imma back.

Life travels like a speed of light. No wonder theer are getting more ages man in the world. Imma changing like i always did. Just the way i am when i'm facing troubles and problems. I'm a totally unemployed men now. Graduated from my high school. Looking for a better college. Looking for a new job which has high salary. That what i am now. In a whole new year with no friends yet and not in a relationship get me really dumb. With a bad skin on my face kept stressing my life for so many years. I'm totally enough with others opinion or maybe sometime still can't hold myself but in this 2011 year , EVERYTHING will turn back to be a plain paper and waiting for me to colour it.